Kotoru Sets Out: An Adult Fairy-Tale by Ian Johnston Originally read February 3, 2012 at Annex Theatre's Spin the Bottle Kotoru was a Hengeyokai, a magical shape-shifting cat from ancient Japan. Hengeyokai cannot be killed, and so Kotoru had lived many years. One day, he grew bored of Japan, and strolled onto a ship. He walked boldly, as only a cat can do: tail high, not deigning to notice anyone around him. A sailor named Tom let Kotoru into his cabin and made up a little bed for him. Tom knew that keeping pets was against Shinjuku Shipping Company regulations, but he also knew that a cat was good luck on a ship. The ship arrived in San Francisco, and Kotoru walked off the ship, and quickly found himself in Chinatown. Hengeyokai do not need to eat food, but they thrive on the energy of humans, and Kotoru found he was attracted to the familiar smells of Chinatown. Kotoru, although gregarious, had only been among Japanese people while in Japan. The sight of all the Gaijin (as he thought of Americans) in San Francisco at first dismayed him severely, and he hid in Chinatown. However, soon he discovered that the Gaijin were also fascinating, and he wandered out among them, quickly learning English. He sauntered, in his cat-like way, into an apartment building, looking for interesting things happening, but all he found was people watching television. These people were boring, and he quickly left them to their flickering screens. He found a bar and walked in. There were televisions here too, but most of these people weren't paying attention to them. Kotoru assumed the most beguiling form he knew: a beautiful Geisha with a flame-red silk kimono, perfectly made-up white face, and feet the size of thimbles. He was determined to find a playmate here, and this seemed the most expedient way. He was surprised when everyone in the bar started laughing. He was mortified when he realized they were laughing at him. One of the patrons yelled something about Halloween, which Kotoru didn't understand, and he fled as quickly as his tiny feet would carry him. Kotoru wandered through the city, bewildered and unhappy. He would have to learn about this new place. Cats were obviously welcome many places, so he kept to his natural form. He walked into a bar again, but this time just sat and watched. People drank, flirted with each other, yelled at each other, and simply sat quietly conversing. The music was too loud, and Kotoru found his head was swimming with the noise. He was reminded of Tokyo, where he had visited once and never returned. Another night, Kotoru found a dance club. This was even louder, but he braved it anyway, because the people were so different-looking. Their clothing was so strange, and revealing, and he found himself fascinated despite the avalanche of sound. Inside the club, the air was hot and humid, and the smell of sweat and alcohol was like a fog. Kotoru picked a beautiful man who was dressed in a mesh shirt and shiny black pants, and assumed a shape like his. The dark skin gave him a little bit of trouble, but in the dark room no one would notice. At least as a human, he didn't have to smell everything so much. Kotoru found a beautiful woman standing at the bar and ran his long, delicate fingers over her sleeve, which was made of something very soft and velvety. She looked at his face with an angry expression, but her face softened as she saw him. "Hello," she said, shouting over the loud music. Kotoru had never bothered much with speaking. He simply drew his face close to hers, smiled in the soft way which was so familiar, and leaned down to kiss the woman. She was surprised, but didn't resist. The woman's friend, who was standing nearby, tried pulling her away from Kotoru, but the woman waved her off, snaking the other hand up Kotoru's neck to twine her fingers into his soft, kinky hair. She was drunk with his scent and his body. He growled happily under his breath and pressed against her, kissing her more, moving his lips over her neck and shoulders. Around them, the club thudded and swayed. Soon, the woman pulled her face away, said something Kotoru didn't understand, and dragged him toward one of the corners of the building. They went into a small room tiled in white, tumbled into a small stall, and she eagerly undressed him, pressing against his body the whole time. His erection sprang free, and in a moment he was thrusting inside her with a wild abandon. So San Francisco was not so different from Japan as all that. Their hasty communion finished, he left her moaning and shivering happily on the toilet. Kotoru was nothing if not skilled in the ways of pleasure. He left the dance club, very pleased with himself, and changed back into his natural cat form. He was energized and ready for the next conquest, but wanted to find somewhere quieter to do it. He sauntered into an internet cafe. Here, the people were all staring at screens again, and Kotoru was tempted to leave. But he looked at one of the screens, and was impressed for a moment with what he saw: the person at the keyboard was controlling the view, with a gun bobbing and weaving near the bottom of the screen. It flashed repeatedly in time with a clicking thing in the person's hand, and Kotoru watched as a tiny figure on the screen fell over in a garish splash of red. The man controlling the screen wore headphones and had a look of intense concentration on his face. Kotoru stepped out into the alley next to the cafe, and changed into the shape of the woman he'd met at the dance club, a perfect reproduction down to the gauzy shirt, black bra, purple-and-black striped stockings and very short skirt. He stepped back into the cafe, and focused on the young man at the computer. Kotoru knew in a sort of abstract way what a computer was, but he was always much more interested in the people. The young man didn't look up at Kotoru, so he walked closer, trailing an elaborately-painted nail across the man's shoulders. Now the young man looked up, annoyed at having been interrupted. "What do you..." he started, trailing off as he got a look at the woman, who was staring at him with the kind of rapt gaze he had never seen before. His eyes fell into hers, disappearing into a warm hazel sea, his aggression and testosterone of a moment ago converted into a swelling desire. The screen flickered red in a series of flashes, then the view tilted sideways, and Kotoru heard a faint musical tone play through the headphones which were now sitting splayed across the keyboard. "Hi," said the man, "I'm Jake. What's your name?" His voice was distant as Kotoru's musky scent filled his nostrils and inflamed a passion he would never have believed even two minutes ago. Kotoru said nothing, bending his woman's face up to the young man and brushing her dark-purple lips across his. Kotoru could feel Jake's manhood pressing through his clothing, could sense the throbbing desire within him, and reveled in it. Jake felt himself to be in a dream, and barely noticed that the beautiful woman had led him to that alley beside the cafe. Kotoru rubbed the front of Jake's pants eagerly, throwing a leg over Jake's. His woman's lips pressed hard against Jake's, eliciting a small groan. He urgently pulled up Kotoru's skirt, and in a moment Kotoru felt Jake slide inside his woman's body. Kotoru thrilled to the ecstasy running through his body, the waves of pleasure he felt spreading from his woman's crotch outward until he tingled to his fingertips. Jake dropped to his knees, spent. His eyes were half-closed, and he looked near to passing out. Kotoru took no notice, hiking his skirt back down over the flare of his woman's hips, a warm flush running through him like waves of scented steam in a bath. San Francisco was even better than Japan -- it had never been this easy over there. Coursing with energy, Kotoru almost skipped down the alley, not noticing the shifting, dark figures who separated from pools of shadow and followed him. A moment later, he heard, very close by, "Well well, and what have we here?" just as a hand slipped around his throat and clenched very hard. Something cold and hard was pressed into the small of his back as the voice said, "Nice and quiet, and nobody dies." Kotoru had felt fear in his long life, but this was not one of those times. Hengeyokai cannot be raped in the conventional sense of the word, and although it would be painful, even a bullet would not kill Kotoru. He turned around to face the voice, and saw there a tough, angry-looking face, which was nevertheless covered over with an expression of surprise. The woman's teeth were somehow longer than should be possible, and he was not ready for the lighting-quick movement of her gaping mouth toward his throat. The gun fired twice as he felt something warm spread across his chest. The world tilted, the buildings falling forward and his vision went black as the pavement met his descending head with a crack. Kotoru sat a few feet back, daintily cleaning the blood from his fur with successive passes of his rough tongue. Yes, San Francisco promised to be an interesting place. He only limped slightly from the slowly healing gunshot wound to his flank, as he walked back toward Chinatown.